stillborn January 1, 2005.
Remembered by Mommy:
January 1, 2006 Dear Angel Baby Joshua, It's been a year since you went to Heaven. Happy First Heaven Birthday, Joshua! I wish you were here with us, but I am trying to celebrate the fact that you are with Jesus. It's hard not to be selfish and wish you were here instead. I miss you every day. Sometimes when I'm driving, I look in the backseat, wishing you were in a baby seat behind me. You now have a baby brother or sister in Heaven with you, and I hope you are both playing together with the angels. I want to have another child to love here on earth, but Joshua that child would never replace you or A.J. You have a big stuffed puppy dog on your grave now. I put river stones in the bottom of him so he wouldn't blow away. On my way to work and on my way home, I see the puppy dog sitting there on your grave, watching over you. I still haven't finished your baby quilt. I can't quite bring myself to work on it. I will try to finish it this year for you. I love you darling. Hugs and Kisses, Mommy


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